I am NOT a brain surgeon.

Its like having a bar that doesn’t serve alcohol. Or going to the liquor store to get some beer and come to find out they don’t sell any. How does that make any fucking sense?!

Its people like that who run this god damn country and they make no fucking sense. They’d rather prevent their child from watching porn instead of solving the bigger pictures like economic crisis and what not. “OMG your kid watched porn on the internet? Well what the fuck do you think a 14 year old does when they hit puberty?! They fuck everything in sight! Thats what! Would you rather them be the “nice” kid until one day the fucker snaps and goes and rapes a kitten?!”

Fucking geniuses I swear.

Oh and Fuck the FCC.

Half the time criminals do a crime isn’t even because they’re evil. Good and Evil. Its more complicated than all that. Most of the time its because people aren’t aloud to vent out their frustrations. So they hold that shit in until one day they snap. Think about it. 9 times out of 10 A future offender fantasizes and constantly thinks about it before actually going out and doing it. Why do they constantly think about it? “They’re fucked up and evil” No. Well maybe for some but my point is usually its more to it than just being evil and fucked up. They were abused, their views go into insane tangents for whatever reasons, they are prevented from venting out certain shit you name it. Next thing you know they say “fuck it” and just go out and do it.

Its like when they say a person who holds in their anger is way more dangerous than one who doesn’t because thats the guy that usually snaps and shoots up their work place, school, and or does something insanely drastic.

The world makes us think only in black and white terms but its always more complicated than that.

Peoples views on good and evil things are so misconstrued that its not even funny. Thats why the president is aloud to call a “terrorist” evil (which btw is total hypocrisy due to the fact that they’re using your own fears to control you…and if i’m not mistaken thats the true definition of a terrorist.) while the supposed terrorists can call us evil. Its all a matter of opinion and point of view. Really both sides are “evil” to a point and are fighting for things they both believe in but no one can see that because of this hate thats forced down your throats every time you turn on the news.

The simple fact here is that every nation is essentially controlled by evil people (or people that become evil…power does that to a few. Although again you kind of have to say “Evil” because sometimes a good person has to do evil things for the good of everyone) and the truly good and innocent ones are the fucks who get thrown into the middle of the big fucked up mess because they were to stupid to think for themselves.

They were told by the people they trusted (governmental leaders) that they were doing a good thing and even threw in heaven and religious propaganda just to make their claims that much beneficial for their “evil” intentions.

Women, children, mothers, fathers, brothers, uncles, aunts, and cousins, everyone eventually gets caught up into it. Lives are ruined and all you are left with is a choice. Obey or defect.

I guess thats why they cover up the truth though. Its because we the people couldn’t understand what needs to be done. They can’t except the simple truths because they’re always caught up in their own mess. Hello media. My old friend. You lie to me but at least you keep me “safe”…

Censoring the internet is like saying “We’re making slavery legal again but this time everyone is a slave!”  Or “You can have sex but you’re not aloud to feel any pleasure.”  Its retarded.

People need to stop acting so childish and making up shitty laws just because they have a useless opinion about how something should be.

Its YOUR fucking opinion!  Not how it should be.

Without acceptance, without that inner peace and compromise then one can never love.  One can never be “perfect” without acceptance.  Accepting others, accepting the world, accepting life, accepting the bad along with the good, and most of all accepting ones self and ones fate.

whatever path you take you should accept all your consequences.

“You ask the questions; you should be happy with your answers.”

Ehsa fu naki waki.

The concept here is that you don’t necessarily need to understand what i’m saying to know what i’m saying. There is more to language than mere words. How do you think people first started communicating? They spoke in different languages and yet learned how to communicate without fully understanding one another. As time went on it all became more clear and they began to speak each others language and understood each other but at first it was nothing more than random words.

The idea is that words are just tools that we use for better understanding but true communication is more than that. Its universal.

It sucks meeting someone new for the first time.  Knowing that they obviously have history.  Then finding out all about their history and shit.  “Everyone and their mothers has had sex with everyone and their mothers.” No matter what you do; the person you’re with will have most likely had sex with at least 4 to 6 people before you. If not more. Its so rare to find the good ones. The untouched so to speak. If not, then at least someone you can bare with.

They already have hi story with people…people they’ll probably never get over in some senses. Not that you really even care about that. Its just annoying and I really hate that. Call me selfish but I hate it.

Essentially it shouldn’t matter especially if you do like them but it is quite annoying.

I’m actually more blah about meeting their friends than family or people they know. it might be different for girls and guys, but for guys getting with a girl and meeting her friends is weird because you always find that one guy friend that wanted her or some shit.

Or that they did go out at one point.

You always find an asshole somewhere in the mix. That one friend of hers that doesn’t approve of you. T hen the whole entire relationshit is based on being on mine or her friends side. Which totally ruins it essentially.

Her going to some party without me because she wanted to hang out with her friends and of course I can’t go and of course there are gonna be fuck ass guys there. Thats pretty much why you need trust. 

but still…Although I may trust her; it doesn’t fucking mean I trust them.

hahahah Maybe i’m thinking about it too much but this is why I tend to avoid shit. I just don’t wanna deal and so I don’t.

I’d just rather find that one person that works. That click so to speak. That special one that even if all these annoyances applied wouldn’t matter to you at all. It’d be worth it. All the shit you go through would be worth it. Now that…that is just so rare.

I am selfish, but honestly who the fuck isn’t when it comes to this crap?

I don’t believe in time travel because time doesn’t exist.  Time isn’t a physical thing.  Its what we made up to keep track of things.  It exists only because we made the concept of time.  In other words you can’t travel on something that simplly doesn’t exist physically.  With that said if there ever was a way…which there is NOT!  I would start off with Tesla technology.

Spacetime can NOT be traveled on because there is nothing to travel on. Spacetime exists (in theory) but it only moves forward. It never goes backwards and you can never speed it up or slow it down. If you were to experience a time shift… (speed up or slow down, or backwards or a drastic foward movements) you’d simply die because you’d be crossing dimensions and we aren’t made to cross dimensions physically.

I believe they’d call that a rip in space time and any rips in the void would cause total collapse, destruction and chaos. It can never happen because of this.

It can also never happen because that my friend is the true power of “God”. The second you prove “God” wrong the universe will cease to exist.

The second we become “Gods” and are able to do things that are so unnatural to ourselves our universe will simply implode because that hidden power, that hidden law of the universe will not allow you to be so.

“How does that explain a black hole then? Aren’t black holes rips in the universe? Wouldn’t the universe collapse because of them if your theory was correct?”

A black hole is not a rip. Its more or less a gate way…a portal. Well half of a portal because again you’d simply die in one because we’re physically not meant to be in them. I believe they do have the possibilities of crossing dimensions but I don’t believe they ever have either. A true crossing of dimensions would probably cause a collapse because again…physically incapable of withstanding that shit. More to the point. I’m talking about an ultra, super, mega massive black hole that can truly be defined as a rip.

Another reason why I think Time Travel is pretty much impossible is because the idea is that you’d be crossing dimensions. My theory is that you’d pretty much have to go from this physical plain and or dimension, cross over to the space time one, and then back to this one in a completely different time period in this same dimension (probably with the help of the space time dimension or “device” you’re using). Even if it was for seconds you couldn’t do it because you would most likely need something to travel in. This is where a major flaw comes in. As if it wasn’t hard enough to figure out a way to go from this, to that, to this again in another time. You’d need to find a material that wouldn’t simply cease to exist in that between/space time dimension.

The laws of other dimensions are are obviously going to be different than this which means nothing in our realm could be there physically. The only way you could do this is if you found something natural in this dimension that is the exact same as the others. Some natural law they both share. Kind of like Star Gate. The portals had to be using some kind of energy that was able to hold us and also existed in those realms. Which is again why too me Tesla would be a good starting point. In theory anyway.

Side Note #1: Although again even if you got to space time you couldn’t travel time because you’d simply just come back to normal present time because again time doesn’t exist. I’m just being open because the idea is fascinating obviously.

Side note #2: I believe spirits/ghosts and what not are in a dimension that is parallel to our own and the reason why we can “live” in that dimension is because when we die we become the “spirit”. We “live” on because our spirits take on as our “bodies” in those realms. the soul/spirit can exist in both because in religious theory we were created by “God” who created existence and so it would make sense for us to be able to continue in that realm after this one. Just saying.

Also the idea of Star Gate was going into different universes parallel to our own (Multi-verse theory pretty much.). Not through time. I guess you’d want to look for the technology in Terra Nova which is similar. Or is it? Are they really on earth? Or in another universe similar and they just think they’re on earth? Who can really say other than the writers. muahahaha!!!

More into the spirit:
Too me the spirit has two known phases that I can think of. It can exist in both realms (spiritual and physical) because it is capable of being so in “phases”. (Side Note: phase is just a word i’m using to explain the idea.) Basically over all it is one entity but while in this “living” and “physical” realm it is in phase one. You can only feel it. Its not all physical to us most likely due to this realms natural laws. While when we die it goes into phase two because we have transferred into the spiritual realm. It becomes more physical in that realm because that is most likely where it originated.

Think of it as sleep mode and non sleep mode.
Think of it as human transforming into another shape but its due to the crossings into other realm laws.

Really though i’m explaining it as if its a separate entity as us. Which is totally untrue. If anything we are phase one and phase two is our true selves.

More into time travel:

I can see going back in time a lot more plausible than going forward because physically the future doesn’t technically exist yet.  Unless its all a fluke and they think they’ve travelled to the future only because they have no sense of the present. In other words they only think they traveled forward.  The illusion of traveling forward is more like it.

example of the illusion of traveling forward: They take off from the present, they get stuck in some warp but think its natural. They then arrive in the past two weeks later than they left in the present. They believe its the future but in reality the present is really three weeks ahead of them and thus they are in the past still.  They could then try and get back to the present later realizing the error and it feeling like the future to them but in reality its only still the present and not the future.  That is again if time travel was even possible in the first place. If you could you could only travel on what has already been created. You can’t travel forward if it doesn’t exist. That should be common sense.

More random thoughts on time travel and perfection:

Lets say I did go back i’d eventually get killed or something would prevent it because at no time in my life have I met my future self or rather meeting him didn’t effect me in the ways I wan…ted to that i’m currently aware of. Something would essentially happen to make things happen the way they were always meant to be. Example: The idea of going back to kill hitler. Impossible because something would happen to balance time. You go back and attempt to kill em after he’s in power but fail and get killed. You go back and attempt to kill him as a child and it essentially sets in motion his future self and why he became the way he did. Anything you do will essentially never change what already is.

Creating a time paradox will never be because it essentially always was.

Even if I could I could easily fuck myself over. I have to accept the way things are and trust that they are the way they’re supposed to be and essentially it is over all. Its just a matter of accepting it or not. Having that peace of mind.

The perfection people speak of does not exist…Only when one accepts their life and fate will it become truly “perfect”. Once you accept things for how they are and how it all works will you realize true “perfection”.

Another fun idea:

The split timeline. It can’t be possible though. If time has already been created and has a set path it can not be changed. In other words you go back in time to kill hitler. IMPOSSIBLE unless you already unknowingly done it in our own timeline but it was your future self and not you. Which ultimately created time paradoxes and fuck shit up.  Well…it may fuck shit up. I’m not all sure about that. If time is already created with every single detail of every single event already in place then it may flow accurately BUT that again can only be if split timelines do not exist. I can agree to the multiverse but NOT different split timelines from the same created time flow of that single dimension. I’m going to stop thinking about this now before it gets wayyy confusing.

I have even more thoughts about time travel believe it or not but that right there is surprisingly only the jist of it.  I have way too much “time” on my hands. ;)